Integral calculus was the topic of the hour.
but honestly, my mind was else where.
i wrote the letter "H" in a scratch paper. the realized, what am i to write with it.
i rotated the sheet and there was the letter "I".
i was stranded there for a minute, thinking either to write "HATE" or "ILOVEĆ¼".
writing HATE would symbolize defeat and bitterness.
i do know myself that im not the most bitter person in the world nor am i planning to be one.
so not me ..
meanwhile, ILOVEĆ¼ means that im still stupid and i haven't learned anything yet.
that is so impossible to miss.
then i solved my dilemma by writing I next to H.
Hi
i realized, it's not good to go under confusion.
the best thing you should do is try to open another option if both choices are not for you to take.
to me right now, it's so hard to say Hi when the thing you want is already saying goodbye.
i cant believe how broken i am right now.
i need options.
things are actually coming to me clearly but i have to this one by one.
so hard to breathe right now.
[ i will survive :( ]